Breathless

gazing at the gloomy colour of the wall in my room,
crying after time, cursing my fate
eyes can't stop open, and the lips is quivering...

Down with taste of pain, clock seems bothering,
my body's wrinkling as it never feel warmth,
i touch my skin, it's drowning in a deep sorrow,
the scars won't be healed....

I walked this far, just for my lovely one
i separated from them, to make any better
i fly to another continent, then fight to live
but, i didn't come to this place, just for being raped...

Where's the bright future you've been promised?
Where's the light i've been waiting for?
Who's the one created a dream?
What kind of evil hold me tightly to the bone?

My beautiful face erased from the top,
my soft skin was only became nightmare,
the feet can no longer stand in the ground,
and finally, everyone ignore me...

Where's the bright future you've been promised?
Where's the light i've been waiting for?
Who's the one created a dream?
What kind of evil hold me tightly to the bone?

Still for how long?
Time after time,
til my body unmove...