Combustion

My bedroom,
painted glum by dark colours.
again, i drown by absolute misery
acting insane, but no one notice.


i feel the floor's trembling,
i saw a crack under my feet.
as my consciousness disappear,
my vision burning spontaneously.


My pulse betrayed me,
my mind missing somewhere,
my body felt so hot,
my blood boiled inside.


snows on my window,
melting as I touched them,
just like my skin abandoned my bones.
No need to fear,
I know how to say 'goodbye',
before everything fade away...


the lights of winter evening,
hiding behind the tick clouds.
As I close my eyes,
my wishes only a dream....