FORSAKEN

my world not my world,
not anymore,
no longer exists.

pulse still beating,
though I no longer live.
sorrow that continues to whack,
like noise of a bloodthirsty mosquito.
I absorbed in deep anxiety.

no more words spoken from the tongue-tied,
the tears just a bit of emotion that can be seen,
I completely disappeared in the fog of despair.

ah, the stars in the eastern horizon,
Still you shine in the day we parted?
though I really miss you,
I set my intention to end all night,
shed whole blood by moonlight.