GREED

anchored at the old pier,
heart restless in a quiet,
clutched the hope that almost extinct,
the glittering sword of blood thirsty.

seagull worried voiceless,
panic-stricken,
scattered in the pale sky.

swirling wind, 

clouds rumble in the gray,
the raging waves,
  all peace have gone.

hunting momentary splendor,
world turned to error,
dreams built on dreams,
inexhaustible pressing the white side.

ground shaking,
signify eternal perdition,
a forgotten past occurred ,
hope only hope.

MEN IN SHADOW

sparkling star-studded,
standing in the dark night,
achieving fast time ran.

treetops dancing,
covered in dense fog,
missed streets waiting,
beneath the pale moonlight.

you like death in silence,
your hands so cold freezing,
will again present on this season?
shades are built on black.

ah, the invisible shadow,
infiltrate into the palace of god,
horror with blood ink painting,
down the hallway without light,
disappeared before dawn.

SCHIZOPHRENIA

dropped,
twisted evening obscuring,
cloud that hung spoiled in the sky,
can not even cover the disappointment.

sink into gloomy shades,
  that tortured soul cavity,
hearts cry on the dewy roadside.

two worlds appeared at the long end of the hall,
the roaring heart shakes,
unable to hold anxiety,
deep wrenching longing,
kill the dreams.

destiny that walked away,
now to it I handed my desires,
world that I refused to accept,
can no bring me back.

THE SNOW CAT

Can I see the faces full of joy, 

that smile among the grass?
in late winter,
jasmine flowers blooming.

hey, colors of rainbow so bright,
strongly refracted by sunshine,
light up the streets complained for months,
passion of a forgotten girl, blossomed.

spring wind take you,
to the lonely wanderer,
warm every room in the heart,
anesthetize the mind frozen by the snow.

ah, touch that coveted,
would it close the wound that overlooked?
washed heart with love without limit,
relieve all the raging emotions,
pick me to hope that I miss.

Choleric

dragged by time,
soul sprinkled with hate and anger,
struggling in the midst of indecision,
Turbulent desire master the mind.

apparent power intoxicating,
lead pass a heartbreaking end,
until the elegant night was tense,
outburst came out of the rubble strewn conscience.

embrace the forgotten peace,
to calm your heart for once,
lust that meets a vacuum,
grave and pray for all who are dying.

THE ROOM

in my palm,

soul spinning,

envelops the frozen body,

restless.

red butterfly travelling,

in the midst of melting snow,

dying, crashing.

tightness grave,

blood writhing cornucopia,

does anyone care?

life full of twists,

age is a game of time,

walk until dusk looming on the eyelids,

and the end you seek save you from sin.

THE NATURE OF LOVE

strands of feeling filled the air,
drift, fragrant scent,
harmony created between the two pairs of eyes.

fingers strung,
corner of lips pursed smile,
the rhythm of the verses of paradise humming,
decorate two hearts.

ah, spring arrives,
proclaim the story of our love,
world sunk in the arms of love,
time stopped,
turned for a moment on the milestone that emit light.

hold your breath,
I watch with the dreams,
away from the other,
in places where we are united.

SPELLBOUND

doze,
your smile put me to sleep,
melt, I melt in the strains of heavenly.

paralyzed,
freeze just handcuff the nerves,
melodious voice that addicted,
again and again, I want to hear you.

despite the feeling that so far,
dreams which unite, protect it.
prayers which were scattered across the cloud,
I really adore you ...

OVERCAST

no more word can be spoken,
between the fragility of the weary souls,
where tears and blood flowing,
heaven shining not with gray clouds, collapse.

ignorance become a scapegoat,
hope scattered in the air of gloom,
world built on dreams,
once lamented, covered hollow.

ah, the season of an aging,
feelings, take it to the end of period,
pulse which not passionate,
stop all this heart rate,
I was over ...

FORSAKEN

my world not my world,
not anymore,
no longer exists.

pulse still beating,
though I no longer live.
sorrow that continues to whack,
like noise of a bloodthirsty mosquito.
I absorbed in deep anxiety.

no more words spoken from the tongue-tied,
the tears just a bit of emotion that can be seen,
I completely disappeared in the fog of despair.

ah, the stars in the eastern horizon,
Still you shine in the day we parted?
though I really miss you,
I set my intention to end all night,
shed whole blood by moonlight.

Fatigue

My life only a drop of dew on the face of arrogant rainbow.

Spot on the clean white garment,

banished by beauty of the elegance of Menard's face.

Enough a thousand words that poured out,

this paper can patch it no more,

bundle of desire which carved in poetic sentences,

merely empty thought of pathetic poet.

Season that decrepit at the end of time,

conceited, stayed wordless,

waiting for glory lost past long,

trying to ignore the age that eat its soul.

Ah, December rain,

overflowed wetting the lonely tree...

Somehow,

I still captivated by its beauty...

WEIRD

Weird

Naked! Stand me in front of you
Don’t you holding your desire
I want you

Love is not we need
Passion in mind
Feel me

Kiss me from top to toe
Your face going red
It’s weird

(02-09-2007)

By: Reny Momochan

MONSTER

Monster

Welcome to my side
Darkness still within me
Everybody knows
Remember my name

Heartbreaker, soft talker
Soul eater, sexier
Be with me
Become a monster

(02-09-2007)

By: Reny Momochan

THE CHILD IN TEARS

The child in tears

I don’t need to know the truth
About myself
Stop scolding me
Like you do know

Come in front of me
Soft against my face
Touch me
The child in tears


(02-09-2007)

by Reny Momochan

Released

Death come through my room,

Knocking on the door,

"now your time has come", he said.

Leave all the sadness behind,

Waterfall stopped immediately,

Behind the shadow of past,

Stayed glum between the laugh of fate,

Waiting for reincarnation,

Sleeping...

Go ahead,

The lives which left is meaningless,

Everything remain calm at the end of the way,

Even my feet can walk no more,

Only fatigue grieve deeply.

Hold my soul,

Crumbling on the ravine of my path,

Withered away in the wind blew gently.

I go with your eternal voice,

To a place where flower I longed for blooming,

Where the sky dyed by bright colours,

And birds never complaint about where to sing.

My surrender not my despair,

No lost with no tears,

But your wings spread reassuringly,

Give me a silent peace inside.

I see the light crossing before my eyes,

My desire has no end...

Cockroach

Perverted,

Your soul is filthy,

Lust shackling your heart,

Your morale lose like dirt.

Dried worm,

Still not getting enough to you,

All glamours,

Even from the crawling people,

Confiscating all their rights,

With cold staring as cold as snow,

Also the gluttony of poor pig.

Thinking everything will be alright,

All stain you carving in,

Being vague on wavering stake,

Unmoved by heart of hearts,

Damped by the cunning jewel rain.

When will time open the eye,

Of that closed by blinding dark?

The crumbling world you feel not,

Everything covered by worldliness mist.

Evanescence

And every thing's changing reluctantly,

My eyes can no longer see,

The deepest feeling of yours,

Blurry times to times.

Even if I try to recognize the way you staring at me,

Even if I try to understand the meaning of your smile,

My mind keeps depicting the cold of your heart.

Frozen by the midwinter wind,

I only catch the emptiness,

Thoughts of sorrow filled the broken faith I used to hold,

I merely had begging for time.

Clouds looked so pale above,

The crying crow seems won't end its pain,

I mere cast a shadow of memory,

Though they keep coming back,

As you turn your back on me,

My pleasure disappear eventually.

Now time has answered all hopes,

But as they were against my will,

I stay only sigh...

Unchanging Oath

Memories scattered around,

A parting which left only tears,

Desire disappeared in the middle of thundering wrath,

The lost light can no return.

On the noise of fire-fly that perched on trees,

Place keeping the dreams burning,

Swallowed by despairing crying,

Pulverized at the edge of ravine that separate us.

I only want to go back,

To your peaceful heart,

But still you deny me,

Even after passed years.

Your glowing eyes only a faded illusion,

Turn away from honest staring,

Until the end of the life,

Song that heard before such go far away.

Like the stars in the wide sky,

My soul keeps astonishing upon you,

Even if fate that ignore me,

I'm shining on you with full of tenderness.

IFRIT

Greed speaking in loud,

Souls wandering in the dark,

Gentle hot air blowing through,

Touching the gluttony of pathetic heart.

I know you were hungry,

But let that feeling you care after live,

So your soul reassure with dream,

And I need not to seduce you.

This black firmament, hold it.

The blinding light, swallow it.

All you crave for is real,

But don't forget me here.

I serve you for satisfaction,

I'm here for your thirsty soul,

I gave all delicacy,

For eternal destruction.

Bitter smile was only a deceit image,

When the time comes, everything will disappear,

With time on my hour-glass,

Torn apart meaningless,

And dreams and hopes only scattered dust.

Lust filled all desires,

So much passionating my eternal soul,

Even you no can throw away that despairing face,

At the end of this pathetic world.

Winter Butterfly

Trapped by the elegance of rain in the dim night,
Raindrops felt hurting me,
Like a thousand needles stabbing,
Piercing through skin, wounding.

Fragrant spread filled the air,
Flashing through, memories that luminous,
The eyes crying in distress,
But no one notice.

Fate that bring us together,
With no feeling, separating...
On a place we met,
Thousands memories kept still,
Completing this silence desire.

My eyes fade away,
Gazing at the strong wings in the sky,
Withered love that gloomy,
Dying waiting for careless time.

In your unforgettable embrace,
Still flashing through in mind,
That dreams knitting with so beautiful,
Flying with melancholic white clouds.

Will your heart open once again,
For brilliant moments on the last spring?
Ah, glistening snowflakes,
The approaching winter felt so long....

Pursuit

Abandoned by shine of sun,
I ran through the rainbow,
To catch a dream,
A forgotten dream we used to hold...

My mind lost in time,
My soul fly away to the sky,
Still not enough to get a chance.

Flooding rain falls tremendously.
No care about the sad feelings I got.
Just the eye of sorrow,
Watched me from the back of my wishes.

Far beyond the clouds,
We ran through...
A place we looking for,
About to disappear.
But as long as you close to me,
I won't be afraid anything.

Our hearts mixed in a beautiful scenery.
It keeps together til the wind changes the season,
And when it come out gently,
I can feel I reach out your deepest feeling.

Do you know how long it has been,
To kidnap your heart?
Do you know if my heart,
Still longed for you?

Ah, the ray of sun,
Shining over us warmly,
And the future ahead is about to call...

Cold Blood

The silence of blue dawn come visit for past,

Clouds glistening gold,

Adorning the side of king's light,

Dews smelled fragrant on the stones.

Running on wet muddy soil,

My world upside down, cracking...

I'm no care of peculiarity around,

I'm to be absorbed in playing in thoughts,

Vagabonds with my little fella,

Swim along the imagination rivers.

Untired, I was wandering,

Passing the wave of hope,

Being farther from community,

I discard all touched feelings,

Burying dreams with tears.

Ah, candle that accompany my silent night,

When all stars fell asleep,

I really want to go home...

The Last Breath

Traces of steps that distressed,

Entering the brilliant air,

Broken breath howling avoiding the death.

Fallowed grass field spread out,

Under the blood-red sunlight...

Heart beat heard one on one,

Beneath the frozen soul.

Ah, the longing morning,

All mists disappeared showing empty reality...

Dusts of sins fully scattered,

My faith unstable only saw a blast of wind that lead astray.

Empty room which abandoned,

Increasing only grieved,

I can no longer find puddle of dream,

Behind the splashing tears.

Searching for Cure

The spring come again,
Brings a million smiles from people,
That perched by desire.
Under the shadow of gilt sun,
Purity that radiating glowing again.

Waiting for glory that ever disappeared,
Flowers blooming singing along together,
Birds dancing shadowing an enthusiast hum.

Smile I longed for from an honest face,
Swelling, touched by renewal wind,
Brilliantly welcoming the morning in january,
Wiping the withered tears.

Been long I asked to the stars at lonely night,
About your state across the road,
Throwing down anxiety that seducing,
My heart keep thinking little angel that passed by.

As elegant as full moon,
A peace gazing which unforgettable,
I wish to meet her for once more,
At the rest of my ages.....

Scar

In perseverance of prayers that offered up,
Under the spoiling full moon,
Warming the cold earth blew by night wind,
Kneeling, surrender myself, remembering you.

Seasons bring me back,
To a longing past,
Beach we always visit long before,
Keep your smile behind the rumble of wave.

My feeling pulled into melancholy atmosphere,
Thinking of flooded dream ever entwined,
Torn apart, fall before my eyes,
Left the ashes floating around.

I've been trying to enclose the meaning of this journey,
But all I got only nothingness,
Banished in vain by your pride,
Fell into a deep error.

Painful, everything's hurting,
No more left from this body,
But a despair. . .

Brilliant Dusk

Under the shadow of the clouds,
Screening the heart with soft sweeping of spring wind,
Heaven's tones gently waving,
Quivering this desire.

Gazing at the courageous blue sky,
Birds dancing together,
Chatting pleasantly in the middle of dusk,
Hung on spoiled persuading the sun.

Panorama of west horizon's glistening,
Beautiful atmosphere built so mixed throughly,
Bundled with purity,
Unlimited peaceful.

The red light that brilliant,
For many times since history began,
The colour remain the same.

Girl in Yellow Shirt

Walked in one side of the road,
The wind carried sweet breeze.
Girl in yellow shirt,
Keep smiling in the middle of the noon.

The precious eyes of desire,
The fantasy built in debris,
Replace the rusted world inside,
Girl in yellow shirt,
A new horizon is born.

Silent gaze of yours,
Bring down the strength of my body,
Trembling as I look upon your face,
Girl in yellow shirt,
I sure pretend to ignore.

Season announced its change,
Brought your sweet perfume,
Towards me as I gently melted,
Girl in yellow shirt.
I can no bear the sensation.

Dear cute girl on the bench,
Along with the last bird through the dusk,
I love the way you look at me,
Girl in yellow shirt,
Spread the seeds of hope.

Girl in yellow shirt,
I wonder what could it be inside your untouchable heart....

Crying Crane

Mist this morning is so thick,
Gloomy face carved on the rows of crying clouds,
The wind felt so hurting touching this body,
As my dreams I built falling down under your feet.

Passing the same road we ever went on,
Engraved trees adorned the sides,
Keeping all feelings which ever come,
I trapped in glistening past.

Your perfection was so cunning,
Left traces of deep wound,
I'm just cyclone that run amuck,
Between the palace's debris,
Sucked by your game.

Erasing the ink pasted over my skin,
Isn't an easy matter,
Even the soap I used stained.

Ceiling of the room felt so oppressive,
As my tears overflowed......

The Dying Ironwood

Standing on the land of nowhere,
My companion left one by one,
Falling down in silence,
Even the wind won't tell me anything.

The last piece of hope,
Crumbling by the evening rain,
Can no feel a thing,
I only know is about lonely.

Those birds even ignore me,
Fly away til they got tired,
But as there's no place to rest,
They just flapping above.

I look around,
Finding myself so fragile in sorrow,
My body seems corroding,
My mind wandering in poetic romance.

I'm sick of this injury...
They don't even bothered,
Why we're here, what we're doing,
They only knew is about satisfaction,
Filling their pouch with ego,
Drown by their ephemeral dream,
No time to talk equilibrium.

The clouds up in the sky,
Watch me with their sacred eyes,
Loudly choke in tears,
Then I saw the last petal fluttering in the air,
I close my eyes.

Werewolf

Swallowed by the dark pitch night,

traces of crow's voices noisy echoes,

like moaning of regret,

sin wrapped by gold.

The pale full moon sheltering wet soil,

colouring the pain on entire body,

as I gently feel enfeebled,

my soul stepping into emptiness.

What felt was only cold,

my consciousness disappeared,

I'm sinking in savagery...

Smell of blood spread filled the sky,

hunger took over the demon lust on this side,

I'm the soul's prisoner...

Stop me,

wake me,

heal me,

I'm only a desperate victim...

Even if I should be killed,

don't let me stain my hands with blood...

Ah, honey...

You're only a butterfly,

that flying around in the park,

which I can never reach...

Tragic fate burning the dream,

me, forever have only shadow...

Into The Blues

Rain particles that fell with tears,
Brought the sadness flowing through niche of soul.

I look at ashy-pale clouds,
Assembled covering the sparkle of sun,
Hollowness clearly seen from the face of firmament.

My heart talking about deep longing to my dear,
Your silhouettes rest on every endless breath.

If only I may chase the time,
If only the fate I may turn over,
I'll wrap the world with my dreams,
And you won't be far away from me.

But fantasy enough not to acquire you that trickled by grief,
Only I can entrust,
My heart to you. . . .

Samurai

Appeared before the seven ways,
Serving with all of soul,
My great lord the authority,
An honour wrapped by blood and loyalty.

No longer I care,
The rights floating high in the sky,
Only smoke twisting around,
I'm the servant until die.

My love sprinkling so bright,
The glint vexing the calmness,
The eyes gazing in front of you,
Will hurting a bit,
Before finally no more regret you feel.

Sound of battle heard so gentle to the south,
Whining, burning the flame in chest,
I protect the realm's ambition,
For a brilliant future. . .

The Sinner

Standing before the gate of arrogancy,
Wide opened eyes gazing hesitancy,
The heart beat spurred faster,
Bring out pitch-dark anxiety.

Rage of insolent echoes,
Filled the air, panically thundering,
Waiting for a black death.

On the hill which tripping,
Dark light sends smile,
To unfortunate creatures bathe in sin,
Fading the dreams with reality.

I'm so miserable,
Can no longer speak about mistakes that been built,
If only reincarnation is exist,
I'll ask another part. . .

Time stopped here,
Enough the hopes been given,
Your place forever in this confining red,
Under the feet of lord of the world. . .

A Smile

Embraced by the softness of gold sunlight,

morning in may was a piece of hope,

the mist covering soul has gone,

swept away by the shadows of heaven fairy.

The heart's passionating seizing your smile,

sweet bandaging the wounds,

everything being more colourful,

like that rainbow up in the sky.

This unexpected meeting,

kind of answer of all prayers,

white expectation which so brightly blinded,

shining through the darkest niche in my heart...

Will it be forever?

Or may God playing with me once again?

I was absorbed in thoughts,

with mind floating upon you,

then my smile's blooming...

Humanism

Leaning on the frozen white clouds,

earth stopped at the moment,

staring...

slept by the swing of warm sun.

The lights so red,

captivating the souls which exhausted,

which lost direction,

scooping the hopes with false dream.

The days that passed by,

seemed like groaning in grief,

sounds oppressing the heart,

gloomy symphony lingering in the middle of tears.

I do not know,

is it sin that too sweet to resist?

Or just the thoughts which forgotten by leisurely?

On a second before everything been answered,

we have stridden along too far,

carried by the wind,

to the shape of miserable...

The Poet

Led by the pale clouds,

my mind wandering in the Myst of poetic romance,

drawing the truth of your soft countenance,

untouchable by my silent heart.

The world drown in anxiety,

swung by the ephemeral dream,

gone in the ocean of time,

can no longer feel the sunlight of spring.

The moon keeps hoping,

its prayer won't fade away,

the stars that loyal in solidity,

seem not despaired by irony.

The more I saw rust eating the soul,

the louder I shout your name...

Where is the light I was searching for?

that sacrificed thousands lost souls,

where is the that strengthen?

which stooping in my palm...

I'm only a mystery of empty,

my house is in your mind,

you'll never see this kind of breath in your imagination...

I'm the casual thought which unimagined...

Broken Heart Ballad

Like the wind blows,

come and go with changing seasons,

unavoidable harmony,

passing the period that decrepit.

Meeting is the beginning of parting,

laugh is the cheerful crying,

from gathered prayers offered up,

only you I want the most to be granted.

The loneliness that hanging in the heart,

waiting for recovery which unsure,

because you were too far away,

the world seems collapse upon me.

Countless nights and noons,

pitch-dark silence,

a piece of regret that stabbed in the heart,

I'm so lost my worldliness desire.

You left again,

without a word spelled surely,

dream I built steamed,

withered on the end of dark road.

I'm still walking stiffly,

taking steps into a deep astray,

I thrown my dreams away,

only memories as farewell gift that protected,

I then sinking in puddle of sin...

Vampire Spirit

Out at night,
Cold of winter,
Find some places to go,
Follow my thirst,
Catching the joy.

Don't blame me,
I won't wake at noon,
My days up set down,
Cause my ages stopped at my coffin,
The sun betrayed me..
Lately I've described myself,
In the painting of maroon.

Girls, they're so tempting,
Wine is my favourite,
My crying is not the same,
You frightened as you heard.

Dancing along with the moonlight sonata,
Kill the pain on the day,
I release all the laughs and tears,
As my teeth growing uncommonly.

The sky in the dark blooming beautifully,
Like those snowflakes touched my pale skin,
I wish tonight will be longer,
Cause i don't want the party over...

Song of The Dark Art

Witch of dusk came along sadness,
linger in the evening sun, trembling,
watching the earth without testimony,
intimidating with terrifying madness.


The moon embraced by sorrow,
the stars decided to stay away,
leaving the eye of storm,
dying in front of the dark arc.


Red light gently fade away,
erased by the laugh of greedy owl,
flapping around, captivating all unhappy souls...


The world conceives the pain,
the wind carried the rain, hurting,
standing in the middle of hawk field,
an angel wounded by own tears,
crying at loud to the sky,
staring at his bloody wings.


My darling once told me,
an endless story of wandering person,
which struggle with his shadow,
to reach the top of hope.


Before I realized myself,
she smiled to me and said it was me...

Solitaire

Vermilion morning come close in,

I remain stoned behind my anxiety,

dews which floating in,

bring the silence at this beginning.

Been wandering for so long,

still cannot find my fate,

only a sigh of the heart,

reflected from the black spot under my eyes.

Crawling in the dark,

I'm searching for some words,

to depict myself in my own fable,

but as the gloomy sky won't give me a way,

I was standing alone in the middle of the noon.

I wonder if there will be someone,

cry for me as I no longer breathing,

standing aside my coffin,

spread the flowers of sadness.

Ah, lonely road I passed through,

led me to a cross harbour,

taking me without questioning,

I look back...

Gazing at nothingness behind,

taking a step into disappearance...