Searching for Cure

The spring come again,
Brings a million smiles from people,
That perched by desire.
Under the shadow of gilt sun,
Purity that radiating glowing again.

Waiting for glory that ever disappeared,
Flowers blooming singing along together,
Birds dancing shadowing an enthusiast hum.

Smile I longed for from an honest face,
Swelling, touched by renewal wind,
Brilliantly welcoming the morning in january,
Wiping the withered tears.

Been long I asked to the stars at lonely night,
About your state across the road,
Throwing down anxiety that seducing,
My heart keep thinking little angel that passed by.

As elegant as full moon,
A peace gazing which unforgettable,
I wish to meet her for once more,
At the rest of my ages.....

Scar

In perseverance of prayers that offered up,
Under the spoiling full moon,
Warming the cold earth blew by night wind,
Kneeling, surrender myself, remembering you.

Seasons bring me back,
To a longing past,
Beach we always visit long before,
Keep your smile behind the rumble of wave.

My feeling pulled into melancholy atmosphere,
Thinking of flooded dream ever entwined,
Torn apart, fall before my eyes,
Left the ashes floating around.

I've been trying to enclose the meaning of this journey,
But all I got only nothingness,
Banished in vain by your pride,
Fell into a deep error.

Painful, everything's hurting,
No more left from this body,
But a despair. . .

Brilliant Dusk

Under the shadow of the clouds,
Screening the heart with soft sweeping of spring wind,
Heaven's tones gently waving,
Quivering this desire.

Gazing at the courageous blue sky,
Birds dancing together,
Chatting pleasantly in the middle of dusk,
Hung on spoiled persuading the sun.

Panorama of west horizon's glistening,
Beautiful atmosphere built so mixed throughly,
Bundled with purity,
Unlimited peaceful.

The red light that brilliant,
For many times since history began,
The colour remain the same.

Girl in Yellow Shirt

Walked in one side of the road,
The wind carried sweet breeze.
Girl in yellow shirt,
Keep smiling in the middle of the noon.

The precious eyes of desire,
The fantasy built in debris,
Replace the rusted world inside,
Girl in yellow shirt,
A new horizon is born.

Silent gaze of yours,
Bring down the strength of my body,
Trembling as I look upon your face,
Girl in yellow shirt,
I sure pretend to ignore.

Season announced its change,
Brought your sweet perfume,
Towards me as I gently melted,
Girl in yellow shirt.
I can no bear the sensation.

Dear cute girl on the bench,
Along with the last bird through the dusk,
I love the way you look at me,
Girl in yellow shirt,
Spread the seeds of hope.

Girl in yellow shirt,
I wonder what could it be inside your untouchable heart....

Crying Crane

Mist this morning is so thick,
Gloomy face carved on the rows of crying clouds,
The wind felt so hurting touching this body,
As my dreams I built falling down under your feet.

Passing the same road we ever went on,
Engraved trees adorned the sides,
Keeping all feelings which ever come,
I trapped in glistening past.

Your perfection was so cunning,
Left traces of deep wound,
I'm just cyclone that run amuck,
Between the palace's debris,
Sucked by your game.

Erasing the ink pasted over my skin,
Isn't an easy matter,
Even the soap I used stained.

Ceiling of the room felt so oppressive,
As my tears overflowed......

The Dying Ironwood

Standing on the land of nowhere,
My companion left one by one,
Falling down in silence,
Even the wind won't tell me anything.

The last piece of hope,
Crumbling by the evening rain,
Can no feel a thing,
I only know is about lonely.

Those birds even ignore me,
Fly away til they got tired,
But as there's no place to rest,
They just flapping above.

I look around,
Finding myself so fragile in sorrow,
My body seems corroding,
My mind wandering in poetic romance.

I'm sick of this injury...
They don't even bothered,
Why we're here, what we're doing,
They only knew is about satisfaction,
Filling their pouch with ego,
Drown by their ephemeral dream,
No time to talk equilibrium.

The clouds up in the sky,
Watch me with their sacred eyes,
Loudly choke in tears,
Then I saw the last petal fluttering in the air,
I close my eyes.

Werewolf

Swallowed by the dark pitch night,

traces of crow's voices noisy echoes,

like moaning of regret,

sin wrapped by gold.

The pale full moon sheltering wet soil,

colouring the pain on entire body,

as I gently feel enfeebled,

my soul stepping into emptiness.

What felt was only cold,

my consciousness disappeared,

I'm sinking in savagery...

Smell of blood spread filled the sky,

hunger took over the demon lust on this side,

I'm the soul's prisoner...

Stop me,

wake me,

heal me,

I'm only a desperate victim...

Even if I should be killed,

don't let me stain my hands with blood...

Ah, honey...

You're only a butterfly,

that flying around in the park,

which I can never reach...

Tragic fate burning the dream,

me, forever have only shadow...

Into The Blues

Rain particles that fell with tears,
Brought the sadness flowing through niche of soul.

I look at ashy-pale clouds,
Assembled covering the sparkle of sun,
Hollowness clearly seen from the face of firmament.

My heart talking about deep longing to my dear,
Your silhouettes rest on every endless breath.

If only I may chase the time,
If only the fate I may turn over,
I'll wrap the world with my dreams,
And you won't be far away from me.

But fantasy enough not to acquire you that trickled by grief,
Only I can entrust,
My heart to you. . . .

Samurai

Appeared before the seven ways,
Serving with all of soul,
My great lord the authority,
An honour wrapped by blood and loyalty.

No longer I care,
The rights floating high in the sky,
Only smoke twisting around,
I'm the servant until die.

My love sprinkling so bright,
The glint vexing the calmness,
The eyes gazing in front of you,
Will hurting a bit,
Before finally no more regret you feel.

Sound of battle heard so gentle to the south,
Whining, burning the flame in chest,
I protect the realm's ambition,
For a brilliant future. . .

The Sinner

Standing before the gate of arrogancy,
Wide opened eyes gazing hesitancy,
The heart beat spurred faster,
Bring out pitch-dark anxiety.

Rage of insolent echoes,
Filled the air, panically thundering,
Waiting for a black death.

On the hill which tripping,
Dark light sends smile,
To unfortunate creatures bathe in sin,
Fading the dreams with reality.

I'm so miserable,
Can no longer speak about mistakes that been built,
If only reincarnation is exist,
I'll ask another part. . .

Time stopped here,
Enough the hopes been given,
Your place forever in this confining red,
Under the feet of lord of the world. . .

A Smile

Embraced by the softness of gold sunlight,

morning in may was a piece of hope,

the mist covering soul has gone,

swept away by the shadows of heaven fairy.

The heart's passionating seizing your smile,

sweet bandaging the wounds,

everything being more colourful,

like that rainbow up in the sky.

This unexpected meeting,

kind of answer of all prayers,

white expectation which so brightly blinded,

shining through the darkest niche in my heart...

Will it be forever?

Or may God playing with me once again?

I was absorbed in thoughts,

with mind floating upon you,

then my smile's blooming...

Humanism

Leaning on the frozen white clouds,

earth stopped at the moment,

staring...

slept by the swing of warm sun.

The lights so red,

captivating the souls which exhausted,

which lost direction,

scooping the hopes with false dream.

The days that passed by,

seemed like groaning in grief,

sounds oppressing the heart,

gloomy symphony lingering in the middle of tears.

I do not know,

is it sin that too sweet to resist?

Or just the thoughts which forgotten by leisurely?

On a second before everything been answered,

we have stridden along too far,

carried by the wind,

to the shape of miserable...

The Poet

Led by the pale clouds,

my mind wandering in the Myst of poetic romance,

drawing the truth of your soft countenance,

untouchable by my silent heart.

The world drown in anxiety,

swung by the ephemeral dream,

gone in the ocean of time,

can no longer feel the sunlight of spring.

The moon keeps hoping,

its prayer won't fade away,

the stars that loyal in solidity,

seem not despaired by irony.

The more I saw rust eating the soul,

the louder I shout your name...

Where is the light I was searching for?

that sacrificed thousands lost souls,

where is the that strengthen?

which stooping in my palm...

I'm only a mystery of empty,

my house is in your mind,

you'll never see this kind of breath in your imagination...

I'm the casual thought which unimagined...

Broken Heart Ballad

Like the wind blows,

come and go with changing seasons,

unavoidable harmony,

passing the period that decrepit.

Meeting is the beginning of parting,

laugh is the cheerful crying,

from gathered prayers offered up,

only you I want the most to be granted.

The loneliness that hanging in the heart,

waiting for recovery which unsure,

because you were too far away,

the world seems collapse upon me.

Countless nights and noons,

pitch-dark silence,

a piece of regret that stabbed in the heart,

I'm so lost my worldliness desire.

You left again,

without a word spelled surely,

dream I built steamed,

withered on the end of dark road.

I'm still walking stiffly,

taking steps into a deep astray,

I thrown my dreams away,

only memories as farewell gift that protected,

I then sinking in puddle of sin...

Vampire Spirit

Out at night,
Cold of winter,
Find some places to go,
Follow my thirst,
Catching the joy.

Don't blame me,
I won't wake at noon,
My days up set down,
Cause my ages stopped at my coffin,
The sun betrayed me..
Lately I've described myself,
In the painting of maroon.

Girls, they're so tempting,
Wine is my favourite,
My crying is not the same,
You frightened as you heard.

Dancing along with the moonlight sonata,
Kill the pain on the day,
I release all the laughs and tears,
As my teeth growing uncommonly.

The sky in the dark blooming beautifully,
Like those snowflakes touched my pale skin,
I wish tonight will be longer,
Cause i don't want the party over...

Song of The Dark Art

Witch of dusk came along sadness,
linger in the evening sun, trembling,
watching the earth without testimony,
intimidating with terrifying madness.


The moon embraced by sorrow,
the stars decided to stay away,
leaving the eye of storm,
dying in front of the dark arc.


Red light gently fade away,
erased by the laugh of greedy owl,
flapping around, captivating all unhappy souls...


The world conceives the pain,
the wind carried the rain, hurting,
standing in the middle of hawk field,
an angel wounded by own tears,
crying at loud to the sky,
staring at his bloody wings.


My darling once told me,
an endless story of wandering person,
which struggle with his shadow,
to reach the top of hope.


Before I realized myself,
she smiled to me and said it was me...

Solitaire

Vermilion morning come close in,

I remain stoned behind my anxiety,

dews which floating in,

bring the silence at this beginning.

Been wandering for so long,

still cannot find my fate,

only a sigh of the heart,

reflected from the black spot under my eyes.

Crawling in the dark,

I'm searching for some words,

to depict myself in my own fable,

but as the gloomy sky won't give me a way,

I was standing alone in the middle of the noon.

I wonder if there will be someone,

cry for me as I no longer breathing,

standing aside my coffin,

spread the flowers of sadness.

Ah, lonely road I passed through,

led me to a cross harbour,

taking me without questioning,

I look back...

Gazing at nothingness behind,

taking a step into disappearance...

Worthless Boy

watching people today,

give me no clue to face tomorrow,

doing the same thing everyday,

talking as time running.

my passion of life seems disappear,

my wishes taken by those unsolved puzzles,

nothing i regret anyway,

i just put a stone in the water.

dancing with sin is so tempting,

a pleasure i cannot resist,

no have to think about another day,

my soul crumbling gently.

the world of pretend terrified me,

but one thing i know is true,

is the beauty of the arc above the sky,

stayed glamour even on the cold of winter.

me, a worthless boy walking down the street,

can i reach the shadow of dazzling sun?

i may touch the high, but...

as the gasping voice of mine won't disappear,

i only win the small fight...

Voices

Silence,
beautifully blooming over the air,
stalking night after night,
dreaming inside dream,
i strike your shape of heart.

The wind give me a sign,
about your emptiness,
as the clouds passing by,
your memories fade away...

Time which walk unsure,
tells meabout season which abandoned,
frightened by the myst,
where the ghost of winter stayed in harmony.

Smell of the kills,
not surprising me anymore,
bodies lying everywhere,
such a beautiful scene.

The scent of blood,
still floating in the air,
annoying my thirst of sin,
as I grabbed the lights unfairly,
I thrown away the dark all over the world.

Go crying,
go laughing,
I kind of love your pitiful sound of unsatisfactory,
my duty to serve you well....
Sons of Adam,
you were mine...

Princess of Spring

Dancing between the shine of sun,

trembling in the end of winter,

playing around as a child,

kidnapped by own joy.

Wonderful morning has arrived,

as my soul rest on your chest,

I feel so warm enough,

even in the cold of wind today.

Gazing at the east,

my eyes can't stop breathing,

because there's no one here,

we can silently doing stupid things.

Those butterflies,

I wish I could catch you some.

This season, surely, will be meaningful,

than the words I always play,

in the attic where I can find an old poem.

Hey, look!

Another flower blooming beautifully,

as you hold my left hand,

my heart filled by brilliant atmosphere,

'til my cheeks turning red smoothly.

Ah, my castle of spring,

as my bravery come out at the surface,

I longed to see a brand new season,

with my unforgettable you...

Fall Dawn

Days gone by,

my missing words remain unseen.

My mind wandering around the corner,

on a darkest side of my soul.

Awake from a nightmare,

heavy breath stressed my lungs,

til I found my consciousness,

shadow of the death will follow.

The sun still ignore me,

as I run after the lights,

it will be farther...

which my hands would never reach,

left traces which forgotten.

I know the earth so well,

wrapped me with all kindness,

but nothing I can take,

cause I'm too afraid to understand.

Girl on the side of the road,

she taught me how to accept,

a life which so colourful,

moments of glory I'll never forget.

My mind,

feel the calmness of wind of spring...

Don't be afraid,

you'll be fine now...

The Watcher

Sleep with anxiety,

blow the anger inside,

joy is a trap,

to invite another tears.

My loyal servant, rest in peace,

in dark colours of coffin,

buried with smile on his face.

Can you mention,

taste of sweet poison?

melting sweet to your throat,

rips your burden on shoulders.

Kissing the sky was exciting,

but, i wonder if even you can reach it,

everyone only walk by,

everyone knows it already.

My heart remain silent,

thinking of days gone by,

the world below is about to crumble,

but no one notice....

ah, it's not a kind of life i want to see,

but as the destiny is in own hand,

I can do only sigh....

Combustion

My bedroom,
painted glum by dark colours.
again, i drown by absolute misery
acting insane, but no one notice.


i feel the floor's trembling,
i saw a crack under my feet.
as my consciousness disappear,
my vision burning spontaneously.


My pulse betrayed me,
my mind missing somewhere,
my body felt so hot,
my blood boiled inside.


snows on my window,
melting as I touched them,
just like my skin abandoned my bones.
No need to fear,
I know how to say 'goodbye',
before everything fade away...


the lights of winter evening,
hiding behind the tick clouds.
As I close my eyes,
my wishes only a dream....

Donkey Tale

Rape me, you know me,

boundless dream, echoes the pain.

Drag me, you love me,

your world, is much tempting.

Broken doll inside the glass box,

saying something horrible,

moaning in melodramatic voices,

no longer can smile between noon and night.

reaching your heart,

was a bitter sweet,

like a dancer of death,

i lead my soul to an irony,

leaving everything to get nothing.

Laid my head upon a thousand needles,

i just felt cold,

cause my mind thinks only blindness,

like arrow with no aim,

hopeless, helpless,

falling apart at the top of destiny.

Now, the main episode mere fantasy,

even the wave of history repeat my foolishness,

crumbling at the same way,

no clue to pass through...

The Conqueror

the stars hiding behind the clouds tonight,
i can't find any light to shine my way home.
i lost in the same radiance on those days,
when we met to sing the song of heaven.

winter seems too long to end,
i can't wait to see the flower of spring,
blooming around us again beautifully,
embrace us gently with petals scattering in the air.

sound of dreams i behold,
calling me from the other side of that wall,
but the distant mind you built,
keep me away with no conclusion at all.

ah, still the same colour of the sky,
take all my strength to avoid the rain,
the sudden drops of the fallen,
give me a bad immediate pain.

in the forest of the life,
we can no carry all we want,
but faith we rely on,
at least, make us believe that
even the happiness is real.

i need to go,
i have to pass,
the seal won't break,
but as the pieces of those memories come out
in front of my eyes,
i know i can win the last game.

For The Left

holding on to enlighten fire,
the eyes widely opened,
tear overflow from white cheeks,
Gazing at the the red-dyed bloody corpse.

Winter come along with sadness,
No more place for sorry.
Begging for a chance never been granted,
Useless words come out painfully.

Forgive dad for being ignorance to you,
Forgive mom for being unfair to you,
We tried to carry on,
But we never come through.

Our faults made you sick,
Our fate made us separated.
Blinded by our truth,
Being stubborn and disappointed.

We know we're damaged,
Broken on the edge of the path,
But we choose what we believe,
And rely on our faith.

Please, stay as you are now,
I promise everything will be alright,
No more sorrow filled your days,
No more pain will hurting.

Reach my hand, son.
We'll walk over the dreams we behold.
Stop your crying, wipe all your tears,
I beg my absolution.